July 15, 2019 I wake up in the middle of the night to use the restroom, like I do typically, many times a night, due to pregnancy. Although this time I’m met with much more than I anticipated. Blood, and an alarming amount. I immediately get cleaned up and get back in bed and just hope it away. Obviously, my anxiety gets the best of me, I text my mom, ask her if she can come over to watch Mabel. She obviously jumps in the car and is there before I can even get Brendan up and informed on what is going on. I’ll be honest. On our way to the hospital that night, I had told myself that this was it. It was happening, again. We were admitted and they ran all of the appropriate tests. All I wanted to see was the ultrasound. We were in the ER, so after we checked all of the boxes and a few hours later, the ultrasound tech came in. She did her thing and said nothing. The screen wasn’t pointed toward me but Brendan was doing his best to decipher the grainy images on the screen. I